Friday, 10 June 2016









ache1 said that she was too young really to remember when Judas came first to the house, but she did know that the dog was her mother’s wish, not her older sister’s, and that there were stories which you might hear in any family, stories which with each recurrent hearing became more and more your own memories, and not just those of other people, of first-hand witnesses. She related the following information in just such a way, that even though this would have taken place at a time she could not really remember, her recall had been enhanced by the anecdotal telling and retelling of the incident to the point where her own actual presence or memory thereof had by time of telling become a formality, saying:
ache1: Well, my memories of it are are are, ahm, they’re hazy, at best, but I think it was a, hmmmm, well, it was on the weekend, and my mum had been out with her friend, or at her friend’s house or something, and she’d been at my dad for like weeks about getting a dog, this with two young daughters in the house as well. You know that thing with young couples? How if they don’t have kids they’ll get themselves a pet that needs a, that needs both their ah, their responsibility.
Smiling.
ache1: I read it. I think, and that makes ‘em think that they’re somehow still moving forward? Actually, that’s pretty lame, since that’s not, I mean, my mum didn’t have that at all, since she already had two kids, but she just really wanted a dog, and so this one afternoon she comes home with her, I can’t remember, now, if her friend was actually there or not, but my mum comes in with this little dog, Gemma was its name, and I remember my dad lying on the sofa watching something on tv, and suddenly this noise exploding through the front room, and my mum and this dog. Maybe she’d left her friend out in the car, but, the dog was really excited about, maybe just being in a different place or whatever, but there was all this noise and commotion, and then a, my dad reaching over and rubbing the dog’s head, and a, the dog just standing there really still, and then the sound of its piss and the, these little, a dark patch on the carpet, and then the dog running around again, and I really thought my dad would go nuts, but he just laughed about it, and instead of getting my mum or even my sister to clean it up, he actually got up off the sofa and, there was, it just seemed like such a happy, the, the atmosphere was... Yeah, well...
She trailed off, lost in the being back at the family home, and then the nurse arrived and asked Skunk to give them a moment, and the curtains came around the bed.