Monday, 26 November 2018









Coming back onto the hotel grounds that evening, Brother Skunk still carries in his one hand the new Jack Daniel’s hipflask albeit empty and dented, and in his other its little screw top lid, having failed on his every drunken attempt at its re-fastening.
ache1, handing him the picnic basket with her E.T. doll inside, sits down to kick off one shoe and collect up a tiny stone from the driveway’s edge which she then places inside her sneaker before standing none too steadily to walk, weighting herself off the impediment.
ache1 (locating him with a pointed finger): Now we’re the same, now we’re the same.
making him laugh.
Their ongoing conversation sustains them in through the reception area, on into the bar for some time, then eventually back out, up the fire stairs and along the corridor into her room where, forgetting E.T. is still inside, she throws the basket so hard at the bed it bounces across and off the other side.
ache1: Bullshit! Bullshit! The Bible’s like those daily, the horoscope, Skunk, Skunk, no, wait a sec- anyone can find in it anything they want if they look hard enough, or twist what’s there to suit their own ends. Here
taking up the bedside Gideon Bible by its front cover so that it hangs open, and then flipping it in her hand to trap her fingers between random pages.
She sits down upon the bed, using the toes of each foot to force the shoe from off the other, unaware of the blood smeared around her heel,
ache1: Here you go here you go
slapping through pages for those words as might catch her attention.
ache1 (reading aloud): “Twelve. As she kept praying to the Lord, Eli observed her mouth. Thirteen. Hannah was praying in her heart, and her lips were moving, but her voice was not heard. Eli thought she was drunk fourteen and said to her ‘How long will you keep on getting drunk? Get rid of your wine.’ Fifteen. ‘Not so, my Lord’ Hannah replied ‘I am a woman who is deeply troubled. I have not been drinking wine or beer; I was pouring out my soul to the Lord. Sixteen. Do not take your servant for a wicked woman; I have been praying here out of my great anguish or grief.”
She stops to swallow at something risen in her throat, and then seems suddenly unaware of what she was doing, or why.
ache1: Here take, you can take this if you want.
holding out the Bible,
ache1: Seriously, God, that’s, they want you to take them, I think. I think that’s actually the whole idea.
When he fails to come forward she simply drops it upon the carpet between her bare feet, before digging from out her pocket a tissue to pat clumsily at her damaged eye.
Maintaining his balance and breathing as if each breath was something upon which he had to focus all his attention,
Skunk: She struggled in the summer, but in the autumn she used to love the sound of all the geese flying away together. If she heard them she’d call me and we’d stand at the backdoor and watch those big…
gesturing with both his arms
Skunk:  ..v shapes moving across the sky. And then I did some, a project about it at school, a project sort of thing, and I remember coming home and telling her, you know ehm, that way kids are, when when, being clever, but I remember telling her they weren’t flying away at all, they were coming back, and Jesus I wish I hadn’t.
his voice breaking
Skunk: I wish I hadn’t.
before turning to locate the door, and leaving.